Loose My Grounding

I don't wanna lose my grounding
So you'll catch me not responding
And I'll press my lips together
So you don't find any answers

I've been by my phone since 6:30
Can't be texting you this early
'Cause I fall too fast
And lose myself
And I want this to last

My friends they see the patterns
I say it's different
But it's only faster
How do I tell them?

I don't wanna lose my grounding
So you'll catch me not responding
And I'll press my lips together
So you don't find any answers

I've been by my phone since 6: 30
Can't be texting you this early
'Cause I fall too fast
And lose myself
And I want this to last

My friends they see the patterns
I say it's different
But it's only faster
How do I tell them
That you're the exception?
Without repeating
Or just second guessing

4 weeks and I know I'm sinking
Yeah, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm deep in
But you're not giving me a reason
Yeah, I'm falling
Yeah, I'm deep in
So I'm thinking that we should end it
Before I go and sabotage it
And we weren't even together
So I don't need any closure

But I've been by my phone since 6: 30
Can't be texting you this early
But I fell too fast
And lost myself
And I just want you back

I don't wanna lose my grounding
So you'll catch me not responding
And I'll press my lips together
So you don't find any answers
I've been by my phone since 6: 30
Can't be texting you this early
'Cause I fall too fast
And lose myself
And I want this to last