Mourning Sickness

Do you ever get the feeling
That you're floating
Do you ever get the sense that
Your body is gone?
Awake, out of focus
Unnerved, unnerved
This place might not be the same one that I know so well
Out of sync with time again, feels so real this time
Out of sync and violently aware that something's off
Technically there's a chance I might be in a dream
Repeating scenes again
Witnessing grieving friends
Mother's caring eyes, they carry pain l've never seen, so hysterically

He's still here, he's still here (where?)
He's still here, he's still here
He's still here, he's still here
He's still here, he's still here

I'm a floating skeptic (who are they burying?)
Curious perspective (don't know when to lose)
Like that time we met disaster
Covered up in sheets of plaster
Driving faster
I taste the pavement on my tongue
Punctured lung
Laughing off the warning just because
Faltered breathing
I'm not leaving
Awake, out of focus
Unnerved, unnerved
This place might not be the same one that I know so well
Out of sync with time again, feels so real this time
Out of sync and violently aware that something's off
They've seen enough
They've seen enough
Carry on
Carry on

Brother, why won't you answer?
You seem to suffer like I'm gone
No, is that my cadaver?
This can't be over, take me home
No, don't you put me under, just hold me closer to me

I'm not gone
I'm not breathing
I'm not leaving
I'm not breathing
I'm not leaving

I'm a floating skeptic (who are they burying?)
Curious perspective (don't know when to lose)
Like that time we met disaster
Covered up in sheets of plaster
Driving faster
I taste the pavement on my tongue

Just because
He's still here
He's still here
He's still here
He's still here