I though i loved you

Was I only here for the sunlight?
Was it just my ego you fed?
Were you just a stranger in my head?
And why was I ever lying in your bed?

Was it just the wine that I loved?
Were you just my favourite drug?
Did I ever see the Sun?
Did I ever love anyone?

I thought I loved you
I thought I loved you
I thought I loved you
But maybe I just don't love myself

Was it just the thought of a life?
Was I just too high to ask why?
Was I just too scared to say bye?
Did I ever care to stop lying?

Was it just the high that I loved?
Were you just my favourite drug?
Did I ever see the Sun?
Did I ever love anyone?

I thought I loved you
I thought I loved you
I thought I loved you
But maybe I just don't love myself

I thought I loved you
I thought I loved you
I thought I loved you
But maybe I just don't love myself