Proxy

I was under the impression we were playing on the same team
Cut clean, in a room with my enemy
This is where you needed me to plant your fucking seed in me

Dug deep with spiteful intent
Every day is wasted, delaying my end
Control the feed into my bloodstream
Every single vein crying out for release

I know I've seen this all before
The same place, the same face
I've been living in these walls
A different life but the same name

What are the chances?
Feeling so defenseless

I've been ignoring every warning sign
Red flag reverie, betting too high
Cemented me into this fever dream
Altering my purity

Prevailed by a lingering panic
Burned into the inside of my head
Defiled into the static
Not too long until I forget

A memory sifted
Reality shifted

Sway me away, you taught me how to betray

So fucking sway me away

I've been ignoring every warning sign
Red flag reverie, betting too high
Cemented me into this fever dream
Altering my purity