I forgive you. (Unreleased)

Where do I begin
I'm braver when I'm far away and speaking on a whim
You told me that you'd kill him if he touch me once again
But you're as bad as him
For every finger that he lifted I have memories you twisted and recitals that you missed
Broken knees you never kissed
And I told my therapist
She said there's still a little girl in me you're holding by the wrist
And she and I can coexist
For I'll be spending an eternity with lots of narcissists

So this town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you, but I still remember all of it

I wonder if you'd like me if things were different
If I wasn't who I am and insignificant
I only wish you could have left her out of it
She's never done a thing without a doubt of it
And she needs me more than anything
She still has both your wedding rings
I love you both but once in a while
I'd love the chance to be the only child
'Cause everyone needs something all the time

This town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you but I still remember all of it

If you ask me what this song's about I'll lie
'Cause I don't have the strength to not deny
And I still want you to love me deep inside
And I still need your approval though I try

This town ain't big enough for both of us
And I don't have the strength to take control of us
I bite my tongue so hard I start to swallow it
And I forgive you but I still remember all of
I still remember all of it