Goodbye is Far Away

You're late today... you said you had to tell me something
I heard the door open a couple of times
And each time I hear it, my heart drops
The forgotten smell of cigarettes fills my head again
And tears keep forming in my eyes
The words that you practiced last night...
They'd probably be so strange and painful..
I dont want to believe it...

Forget me today, dont come here ever again
So that those sad words wont ever have to reach my heart
Goodbye is still far away for me
Because I will tell myself that you just left for a long vacation

You were angry as you started to worry for me
Were you honestly just sorry?
Because of your smile thats getting harder to see,
I tried to treat you better, I put everything on the line,
Did you misunderstand?

Forget me today, dont come here ever again
So that those sad words wont ever have to reach my heart
Goodbye is still far away for me
Because I will tell myself that you just left for a long vacation

If I depends on time like this
Will I find your heart again? Will you come back to me?

I will just go back now. You can comfortably forget me now
I'd try forever to push back our goodbye
Even if i leave from your eyes, my heart still loves
Because even if I leave, I will keep the memories with mE