King Of Nothing

Everything I always knew
I could hold it in my hands
Now it falls right through

And you can’t come back when you just up and leave
When I'm here, it feels like someone else’s dream

When you’re the king of nothing
Waking up twenty-something
Because you’re the king of nothing
But you want it to all mean something

My head spins, nothing rings true
Like I'm walking in somebody else’s shoes
Every step makes me feel used
And suddenly I'm borrowed, suddenly I'm black and blue

And you can’t come back when you just up and leave
When I'm here, it feels like someone else’s dream

When you’re the king of nothing
Waking up twenty-something
Because you’re the king of nothing
But you want it to all mean something

I've been hit before, but not like this
When life seems small my memory shifts
I told myself that I'd be fine
Maybe some things don't get better with time
And I open up my tired eyes
And I wanna feel, but it don't feel right
Some things just aren't as they seem
I wanna understand, but it's lost on me

When you’re the king of nothing
Waking up twenty-something
Because you’re the king of nothing
And all you have is all you left behind
It still keeps you up at night
'Cause you're the king of nothing
But you want it to all mean something