Hope For A Normal Life

I did not mean to stare no but
Sometimes I need to see it my way
There's some secrets I don't share
The truth will only make you sad

Cause I know
It won't show
But I know for sure
Your pain grows
And I'm sure
There's no love
No more

Next time I hope for a normal life
Next life I hope I'll do something right
Next time I'll look for something that feels right
Cause love made me evil
I just want to start all over again
I'm not an evil man

Summertime it's been a while
Can't see the sun just want to hide
In my dreams I make you smile
No drinks they only make me cry