Enemy

I feel I'm running out of words
I can't speak to anyone but you
So when I figure out whose life I'm living
Will it be with you

At first it feels so damn easy
I can't relate
The worst I'm fearing comes by the end
It's new to me

On and on we lose
Don't let it be your worst enemy
Now everything we do
Will only lead to more misery
And when I think about the mess I lay in
I don't know what to do
Who says I'm copping out I'm only resting
Saving up my juice
All I have is sinking feelings
I can't erase
The worst I'm fearing comes by the end
You're screwing me

It was good but now it's bad
Pass the dip I'm eating crap