Carbon Painted Princess

So the windows of your eyes are on fire?
Dreams about angels bathed in your tears are torturing you
You ask me, where have I been when your world was upside down

I never thought you would actually come
For many years I kept you alive in my dreams
Do you still remember my name?
You sucked the life out of me, how could you forget who you are?

Tension grows every day, yet another suicide shocks the world
Oppressed screams of a completely desperate soul
Darkness embraces you inside, mutilations are more frequent every day
You paint the sky with untimely lies
I would like it to be immune to all the dirt in this world

I would like to have done more, I would like to see her smile
A phone call would be enough, it would bring life back
Endless days, difficult nights, with each drink more and more was lost
Selling your innocence, seeing your dreams flowing through your tears

A carbon painted princess
The shelves were then empty, their vigor was long gone
Leaving your whole life behind, I will beg you, satisfied with the content
She tastes the candy, lying to herself again
Suicidal, disconnect
What's the rush? Everything goes in its time, but everything seems the same to me