C G C F C G C [Verse 1] C G C I was anxious to visit the church last night F C G C I needed something to tell me it will be alright C G C I put faith in me for so damn long F C G C I'm beginning to see where it all went wrong F C G C Still I put up a tree with our little boys Am On Christmas I'll have them G So that they can open their toys [Chorus] C G C Merry Christmas mom and dad F C G C I know my hardship makes you sad C G C But there'll come a point when I will get by F C G C When I wake up tomorrow I'll try not to cry [Verse 2] C G C I was anxious to write to your friend last night F C G C No matter the outcome she said it'll be alright C G C But I can't listen to that, I believe we are more F C G C The four of us together is what I'm fighting for F C G C Still I can't make you love me and I understand Am G How can you ever return to that man [Chorus] C G C Merry Christmas, lovely girl F C G C Behind that wall there is a pearl C G C I hope you travel a joyful road F C G C I'll cover my hurt, so I can carry your load [Verse 3] C G C I'll keep drawing those pictures And I'll keep painting those toys F C G C I'll count on my blessings, embrace all my joys C G C I think I always wonder what could have been F C G C If we'd had opened our hearts and just tried again F C G C So I will be thankful, I finally see Am G That selfish old man that you lived with Is not me [Chorus] C G C Merry Christmas, oh my lord F C G C I never know what life has in store C G C But I will not fear and I will get by F C G C I have peace in my heart, until I die C G C Merry Christmas mom and dad F C G C I know my hardship makes you sad C G C Will there come a point when I will get by F C G C I'll wake up tomorrow, I'll try not to cry C G C Merry Christmas, lovely girl F C G C Behind that wall there is a pearl C G C I hope you travel a joyful road F C G C I'll cover my hurt, so I can share your load C G C Merry Christmas, oh my lord F C G C I never know what life has in store C G C But I will not fear and I will get by F C G C I have peace in my heart, until I die