Not Real Boy

Dm


[Verse 1]
Dm                      F    A             Dm
I'm not a real boy I am only negative energy
Dm                         F                 A       Dm
I come to terms with being wrong cause I can only be me
Dm                             F            A      Dm
When you're imperfect from the get-go its a losing war
Dm                   F            A        Dm
All I know is that I am and I'm becoming a whore
Dm         Bb             F               A           Dm
I hurt the people whom I love and then I drive them away
Dm        Bb             F                   A           Dm
The way I feel about all things is different from day to day
Dm         Bb              F         A     Dm
But then again it doesn't matter anyway because


[Chorus]
F         G    A
I'm not a real boy


[Verse 2]
Dm         Bb                F              A
I'm at the point I'm fucking tired of apologizing
Dm             Bb   F                 A        Dm
I don't communicate well I write it down and I sing
Dm  Bb               F            A         Dm
I imagine there's a God who isn't happy with me
Dm       Bb      F            A       Dm
But what am I anyway when I’m his energy
Dm       Bb            F                  A            Dm
Crush me now, prick me later, because I'm dead all the same
Dm          Bb          F           A           Dm
I'm in the dark and I'm naked cover me with the shame
Dm         Bb               F            A      Dm
Of knowing that I'll never really be anything because


[Chorus]
F         G    A    G
I'm not a real boy


[Post-Chorus]
Bb           F
I don't know who I am
A        Dm   C     Bb
I try to understand why
               F           A     Bb A Bb
If I must I'll do it on my knees
Bb       F                A
I didn't ask for all this shit
           Dm        C         Bb
But I'm compelled to live with it
               F                A
So please have mercy when I say please
                   Dm
Oh please, please, please


[Bridge]
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A    Dm
Don't let me  yeah    yeah


[Instrumental]
Dm  Bb  F  A    x4


[Verse 3]
Dm         Bb               F            A       Dm
My body is dirt my heart is empty and my mind is sick
        Bb            F          A         Dm
I walk around hard as wood being led by my dick
     Bb            F                A       Dm
Superficial conversations why can't I be sincere
              Bb           F            A            Dm
But when your truth is relative tell me why should I care
          Bb              F             A           Dm
I want to live, I want to love, but I'm stuck in my head
         Bb          F                A     Dm
I got my plans for tomorrow but I'm already dead
         Bb            F          A         Dm
I care a little more about the consequences but


[Chorus]
F         G    A    G
I'm not a real boy


[Post-Chorus]
Bb           F
I don't know who I am
A        Dm   C     Bb
I try to understand why
               F           A     Bb A Bb
If I must I'll do it on my knees
Bb       F                A
I didn't ask for all this shit
           Dm        C         Bb
But I'm compelled to live with it
               F                A
So please have mercy when I say please
                   Dm
Oh please, please, please


[Bridge]
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A    Dm
Don't let me  yeah    yeah


[Instrumental]
Dm  F  A  Bb    x2


[Bridge]
         Dm         F   A   Bb
I'm your energy but I'm not me
         Dm              F  A    Bb
Keep yourself from me so I blame me
         Dm         F   A   Bb
I'm your energy but I'm not me
         Dm              F A     Bb  A
Keep yourself from me so I blame me


[Verse 4]
A          Bb
I lost too much
             F
I want to consume your soul
             C
Maybe you'll make me whole
A                Bb
But I lie and distrust
           F
Always the one guilty
       C
I'm my worst enemy
Bb          Dm
But hear my plea
Bb      A
I'm not me
          Bb
I want to be free
           C
I'll never be me, yeah


[Bridge]
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Dm           F       A    Dm
Don't let me  yeah    yeah


[Otro]
Dm           Bb     F       A        Dm
Please don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F       A        Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
      Bb     F  A  Dm
Don't let me