Sadist Guilt

There is no remorse for what lives inside
There is no remorse for what lives inside

Emaciate
Slowly
Endless misery
Die
Emaciate
Slowly
So selfishly

I blame myself and I corrode
I surround myself with what I loathe
I blame myself and I corrode
I surround myself

I will never bow down, I forever live in vain
I will always seek power inflicting pain

A sense of loss is how I feel, the trauma and stress are what's real
A sad delusion, I confess, confess, confess

I faced God and I was turned aside
Back to hell and I'm here to stay

I will never bow down
Never bow down
I forever live in vain
Live in vain
I will always seek power
Always seek power
Inflicting pain
Inflicting pain

There is no remorse for what lives inside

I don't feel strong
I dehumanize
When I realize I don't recognize

I don't feel strong
I dehumanize
When I realize I don't recognize

Sadist guilt
Sadist guilt

I looked into eyes of a demon and I saw myself
I looked into eyes of a demon and I saw myself