Fly High My Friend

Take a look at our lives so many memories along the way, the way

This weather’s got me spiraling I don’t know what’s inside of me
This empty hole’s the best of me I try to behave digging my grave slowly
Forever slowly

Then I was realizing that my life was expiring
Only thing I had was your support
My voice was inspiring, meant a lot though
It meant a lot though

Woke up from screaming in the night
My dreams always picking fights
Searching for a light to ignite my life
You’ll never get to know my future wife
This all stings like a knife, just like a knife

Now every single time I get close ends up with me fucked up it shows
You were always there for me connected at the hip it seemed
What am I to do with all these memories in my head?
Conversations only I remember things that you said

So just go
And fly high my friend
This show can go
On if we just pretend

I’ve had social anxiety since the day you died
Everything that I had been through you were right by my side
You were the key to my humor, and you helped me through the rumors
Sticking up for me to anyone that called me a loser

We hung out the night that you went to the hospital
Learning life can be so brittle while the cops did so little
Oh this mystery is sickening
Envisioning us listening to favorite songs on repeat

When we meet again it won’t be sad you’ll see, be flying endlessly
I try to be the best man I can be without you here so I see
All the things that you’d want to see
Your family
Evangeline
Hell it’s so repeating

I got tired, searching for my fire
Didn't care to be inspired
Just a vocalist for hire
Though I won’t retire

This means the world to me
Every time I forget you haunt me in my dreams
In a good way though with every show that we ever played
Our constant flow of friendship memories that we made

I just need a little pick me up cause this road has been rather rough
Please give me a sign that everything is alright

Every step forward, I take 2 steps back
I try to keep my life on track our friendship is what I lack

I'll tell every story we got
Watch the videos that we shot
Hoping we will meet again someday
Reconnect with the songs we play

So just go
And fly high my friend
This show can go
On if we just pretend