Potential In Me

I’ve got some problems
But haven’t learned to solve them
This is my mystery
Been on it for eternity

So much integrity
But struggle with identity
I'm my worst enemy
Still searching for a remedy

I'm full of this
A constant miss
Not worth the risk
So far from bliss
An angry bitch
A mouth to stitch

Am I bewitched?
I see potential deep inside my brain
Yet so lonely got no friends besides the fucking rain

I’ve got nowhere to hide
I’ve got nowhere to go
Guess I should go outside
Just to put on my show

And without it I die
So I put on my coat
Feels like I'm living a lie
Hoping that I don’t choke

This is not what I expected
My mental health’s been neglected
So I write these songs to numb the pain

Am I wasting my life?
On a dream I can’t achieve?
A vicious nightmare
That I'm stuck living

You say it’s hard to believe what I see in myself
There’s potential in me I continue to scream
In search for relief but stuck in repeat

Dig me out!

I see the difference in them that I see in me
No need to pretend, I am what I eat
So I chew on success, I ain’t gonna bleed
No need to defend

Cause I’d leave this all if I didn’t see
All these tracks I’ve been murdering
Yet failing thoughts keep lingering
So risk it all cause fuck a retreat
In my head I'm the uncrowned king
Your opinions will never sting
Understand one little thing
I shoot for the fences every swing

You better stay in your lane
Cause I'm a boss in the game
I'm clinically insane
On pursuit of some stupid pointless fame

Now I’ve learned I have no shame
And I promise we are not the same
I am just what I claim
The boss inside your game

Am I wasting my life?
On a dream I can’t achieve?
A vicious nightmare
That I'm stuck living

You say it’s hard to believe what I see in myself
There’s potential in me I continue to scream
In search for relief but stuck in repeat

Dig me out!
Dig me out!