Seasoned Performer

When I be taking the stage
These fuckers acting like I’m not owning this place
They could spit my face but I am winning the race
Try to take me out but can’t be erased

I kept to myself while everybody was climbing
Only fed my hate and was left there dying
Leave it to me to be planting a seed
With small growth but no fucking relief

Oh wow, 10 years ago
I started the show
But now I gotta reload

Gotta restart, needed recharge
Felt between bars, now I see smart
Removed a poison dart from heart

Hakuna matata
I will leave when I wanna
I’m a star bitch ha! You can see what you wanna

Gotta get some credit, I’m in debt with
Demons that I fight with on the reg
They make me beg for my life in the night
You hear me screaming?

No not for fun, it’s to ease my pain
To stay out of my rain
Leaving blood stains, am I insane?
Missing good days, always afraid
Of the same God damn day

Always repeating, but my heart’s still beating it’s very misleading
To be defeated, then mistreated
But conceited guess I deserve it
Am I not worth this?
It’s all I’ve known
Is playing all these shows

As you can see I’m a mad man
Confused in every way, lost in everyday
I promise that I’m not a bad man
Don’t let me trick ya, cause I might come to getcha

I promise I’ll be out there telling our story
Out there for life, restoring our glory
Everything we did meant the fucking world to me
Reliving every moment like we made history

You just don’t get it
Living with this
Can’t resist to
Make my song about
The one who shared

My whole life
Within our sound
I really miss you cal
I really miss you cal
Miss you cal

Remember way back in the day
Not a single one of us was fucking afraid
Of anything
It never mattered
Growing up
It leaves us scattered
Terrified of being lied to
Living happily ever after?

I try to do this on my own
So I’ll be over here right in my zone
Don’t wanna know what I think
Don’t blink cause I can’t promise nice things

Hold up
That’s my bad side singing
Don't even listen, this ain’t my decision

I can’t help myself, my mind’s corrupted
Been searching for a way out
Out of this dark cloud
Now I distract myself with sound

As you can see I’m a mad man
Confused in every way, lost in everyday
I promise that I’m not a bad man
Don’t let me trick ya, cause I might come to getcha

I am trying something new
You bitches hating
But you all eat it like it’s food
You love to watch, he seems so lost
Does he even see all the time he’s lost?

Do you wanna
Hear a song I
Wrote about you
Then you’ll have to
Go back to therapy

Oh it’s all about you
But it set me free
Singing hate towards you
Made me see that
I am a broken soul
But I’ve started the show
And now I gotta reload

Gotta restart, needed recharge
Felt between bars, now I see smart
Removed a poison dart from heart

Hakuna matata
I will leave when I wanna
I’m a star bitch ha! You can see what you wanna

Gotta get some credit, I’m in debt with
Demons that I fight with on the reg
They make me beg for my life in the night
You hear me screaming?

As you can see I’m a mad man
Confused in every way, lost in everyday
I promise that I’m not a bad man
Don’t let me trick ya, cause I might come to getcha