SOSORRY! (feat. ePiaeon)

I know that it's just a feeling, disappearing
Is there a reason that I can't stop breathing?
Why am I never needed, superseded?
I force a smile and apologize again

Forget that I'm always failing, misbehaving
My life is hardly ever worth explaining
Blame me until it's over, giving closure
I try to make you believe my lie
Come on and celebrate a perfect finale come true!
Making sure you never figure me out or feel guilty
Ending every day with a sorry will do, but
You're getting tired of the same routine

'Cause no one needs me
Pretending that I'm gone, completely
I wanted to get out of bed today, but
I always get in my way

I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused!
Just give me another scar
Never-ending terrible scores, tell me, what am I good for?
You're sick of me complaining even more
I promise that I'll leave you all alone!
I'm better off on my own
Doesn't matter whether I'm gone, I'm always in the wrong, right?
I know I'll never belong

Celebrating if I feel happy for you
Feeling lonely even when I'm around other people
Putting on a smile is all I can do, 'cause
I never mattered to the world or to my friends
I hated giving explanations
So, why should I bother at all?
When I can take the fall and give you all the satisfaction of
Believing everything is solved again!

So, don't forgive me
Escaping the responsibility of
Telling you why I'm alone today is
The only reason I say

I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused!
Just breaking another heart
Giving you a terrible lie, going home on a goodbye
I'm terrified of thinking I should

Be honest, giving a sign
Does it feel like I'm crossing a line?
Stay alive and live up to an expectation
That I've set in my mind?

Apologizing every time
Repeating a broken rhyme
Telling you I'm gonna be fine, you know that it's a lie, right?
Until the day that I die

I'm sorry for all the problems that I've caused!
Just give me another scar
Never-ending terrible scores, tell me, what am I good for?
You're sick of me complaining even more
I promise that I'll leave you all alone!
I'm better off on my own
Doesn't matter whether I'm gone, I'm always in the wrong, right?
I know I'll never belong

But this is not what I want!
Tomorrow's gonna be my fault

I know that it's just a feeling, disappearing
Is there a reason that I can't stop breathing?
Why am I never needed, superseded?
I force a smile and apologize again