My own life

When I try as I feel so down
Need to cry a second shout
I only find a reason why
I need to lie
Here it comes a silent sign

I fight and tears run in my eyes
Never find an answer to pain in my life
Far in the dark I find you
Standing and asking why
Here you come in the silent night

My own life is a mess of whys
I've been searching many days and nights
For a final fight
My own life is a mess of whys
I've been searching many nights and days
For faith in a last free way

All around I can feel so down
Each time when I dream I need you alone
I will ever give my hand and heart 'til I'm alive
I will always need you by my soul and side