Trilogy part I: presence

He makes me smile after the pain, he dries my eyes again
He's like a rainbow after the rain, he cures myself again
He wipes all my tears again
Reading those lines here in my hand, a protection flies over my way
Gift of the sky or pure chance? Can't hear his voice but can feel his strength
Believe in hope is my Carpe Diem, I open my heart, implore him in vain
He lets me lost in the doubt again, once again

Angel:
Day by day we stand beside
We try to guide you and to give you the light
The one that comes from the universal existence
We help you to understand in silence

We hope and we try to be wise
Do we all live and die in this big mess of lies?
Can you tell us why we always have to know the both sides?
We suffer, that's the way it goes
Our belief in eternal sky is maybe too vain
When it seems trust and faith are both the same

Oh you're like a rainbow after the rain
Will you keep on wiping my tears in the pain, even more when I doubt again

I'll try and I'll hope to be wise
Never let me live or die in this big mess of why, please hear my cry
Can you tell me why I always have to know the both sides?
I suffer, that's the way it goes
My belief in eternal sky is maybe too vain
When it seems trust and faith are both the same

I can feel you in the air I'm breathing
In the clouds, in the flowers and even in the highest trees
In the fire that sometimes gives so often his warmth inside of me
Messenger of deep love you're there, the whole part of my life

Once at night I opened up my eyes, then a silent presence I descried
Brought a wind of doubts and made me cry
Whose voice was it I just wonder now, good or evil ? I will never know
Right or wrong can be nearest somehow

With your glimmer I can draw the divine essence leading to knowledge
Watching over my slumber you protect my dreams and all my hopes
Your beauty and harmony together and always to guide my way

When? Between wrong or right?
What? Colour black or white?
How? To get hell -it's here- or paradise?
Why? Oh why do good and evil fight?