Ingrained Frenzy

Staring with eyes that mean nothing.
Abandoned, all grief pushed into sin.
I can't handle all of this anymore.
Something snaps inside,
feeding my disgorge.
Ooh!!

Resulting into enduring nothingness,
hailing onwards total emptiness.
Time crawls by, misfortunes, my inherits.
Mental auto-dissection,
rejecting bits by bits.

Oh, suicide!!

Chorus:
I forgot,
how to feel emotions,
only chaos dwelled within.
My mind is left empty,
Tales of ingrained
motherfuckin' frenzy.

Chorus:
I forgot,
how to feel emotions,
only chaos dwelled within.
My mind is left empty,
Tales of ingrained
motherfuckin' frenzy.

I've put the gun against my head,
pulled the trigger and now I'm dead.
All that I searched was self liberation.
Bang! The bullet brought my salvation.

The world had nothing left to offer,
except for me, myself to slaughter.
You could not prevent, only witness,
how I took my life and leave you behind.
Move on and try to live trough this.
(trough that which I couldn't)