Drifting Away

Ive always blamed it on you
Never tried to understand
Ive always thought that you know
That my life was in your hand
Ive been told all my life to shut up
I dont want it, i never speak
I am so sad, im so scared
So close youre drifting far away
i just close my eyes and fly away
i see my life is not so fair
you see a gun aiming at you
waking up with peace around you
why am i alone when i hate it
there are so many thoughts i want to let out
as i feel you in the back of my head
im trying to reach after your hand
i am so sad, i am so scared
so close youre drifting far away
i just close my eyes and fly away
i see my life is not so fair
so close youre drifting far away
i just close my eyes and fly away
all is lost it is too late
so close youre drifting far away
i just close my eyes and fly away
life is shit and me it must hate