Directions

I'm watching life passing me by
And I can feel no sense of progress
(It's hard to carry on)
Or things are changing too fast for me to follow
I'm lost where I am now

I thought I would hit the ground
But I am so far beneath it
I'm drowning in an ocean of anguish and anxiety

I am facing down the depths
But I'm so far down
Swimming with my bare hands
Lost with no directions

I'm drowning in deep water
And I don't know whether I'm swimming
To the surface or to the bottom
The light that should guide me is the one which blinds me
And I can't find any direction
I'm drowning in deep water