Nowhere

How can I feel something
When I'm falling down (down)
Into an endless abyss

And it's leading me to nowhere
At first I wanted to save myself
But now I just want to hit the ground

And it's so hard to fake it
It's hard to pretend I'm fine
When I'm already dead inside

All I can see is the emptiness in me
My eyes are blinded
By the darkness that surrounds me

I'll not try
I'll hold on to nowhere
'Till the end

And who am I to blame anyone or anything?
I have only myself to blame
Failure is attached to me

I am the one to blame
A coward in disguise
Forcing myself to feel something
But I'm a prisoner of who I am

Don't pull me up
Leave me on the ground
Spare yourself
I've reached the end