Just Exist

I've lost my head again
And this nightmare doesn't end
So I'll say hello to my friends
The figments in my head I guess

But somethings gotta give
When I've given all I can
And now the walls aren't talking back
We'll paint them my favorite shade of black
And we'll spend the night in here
Just me and my fears I feel
Them crawling closer near
In this moment I could disappear

Feelings I can't feel
Something that I'll never find
Leave me to myself
I don't need no help, I'm fine

Down the vacuum
In the backroom
Everyone I loved has ran through
I'll watch 'em blossom
From the bottom
Below down these empty hallows

Another walk of life
Another loss of life
It's just a part of life
They never wonder why?
Why? (Why?)

And everyone is changing shapes
And I don't remember this place
And nothing ever stays the same
And you can run but can't escape

Things will never be
As they last left off
Remember what it once was
Forever

(Ugh, ugh, ugh)

I've lost my head again
And this nightmare doesn't end
So I'll say hello to my friends
The figments in my head I guess

But somethings gotta give
When I've given all I can
And now the walls aren't talking back
We'll paint them my favorite shade of black
And we'll spend the night in here
Just me and my fears I feel
Them crawling closer near
In this moment I could disappear