Lie

Another chance to start again
Rewind my life, looking for mistakes
Falling rain and a black sky
Choices I had to make

To live my life in other way
Without the load
In my mind there's much to change
Decisions from which I can't get away
I must face the pain

Can you see it in my eyes?
Regret for what I've done fills my heart
Circumstances conspired
Brought me to this point
Now I know there’s no way back

Lie - that's all that I've become
Lie - please walk me to my grave

Inside my head the confusion goes on
I don't know how to tell what is real and what's not
Maybe this is why I made the wrong choices
Or maybe it is the outcome of it all

I try to listen to the inner voice
It keeps whispering deceiving words
That take down my hopes and all my dreams
I can’t take it anymore