Careless

The echoes of the past
And the feelings of the present
Are trembling down my throat
Decisions are the hardest part for me, I fuck it all up

There are no mornings I can even stand up
'Cause my veins are filled with toxins that are pulling me down
I can't even realize what I have become
What have I become?

I find myself led to oblivion
I have never thought it would be like this

I wake up to anxiety, I'm alone and I'm going under
I'm careless, I need somebody to get me out of here

I can't live with myself anymore
I have nothing to do here
There's no one but myself in this world
I'm all alone

I'm dying to fix myself
'Cause the corruption in me has taken over
But I'm a dead loss, and I can't do this by myself

I find myself led to oblivion
I have never thought it would be like this

I wake up to anxiety, I'm alone and I'm going under
I'm careless, I need somebody to get me out of here

Another day, another breakdown to survive
I don't know how much longer I could stay alive

You have failed me, you have failed yourself as well
Choke on your words
Disgrace of the generation
Disgrace of the generation
I have failed you
As I failed you before
Please forgive me
I can't take it anymore
I have failed you
As I failed you before
Please forgive me
I can't take it anymore

I wake up to anxiety, I'm alone and I'm going under
I'm careless, I need somebody to get me out of here
Another day, another breakdown to survive
I don't know how much longer I could stay alive (stay alive)