Paralyzed

This can't be happening to me!

I can't believe that I feel it again
It's a dark time, why is this happening?
Engulfed by the memories behind
All my life hid my feelings inside

If I only had the chance to repress
I could carry on like nothing's ever hung on to my chest

Please fade away
Don't ever come and occupy my head
Leave me alone!

You got your toll on me
Now I'm buried beneath my emotions wreckage
There's nowhere to run
My destiny is doomed because of my own actions

Too many times I thought that the process's getting better
But I just deceived myself
I'm nothing but a failure

I can't imagine that I'll live my life this way
I have to figure it out
I have to find my path

Please fade away
Don't ever come and occupy my head
Leave me alone!

Don't let me fall, I am yet to taste it all
Please walk away from me

I won't let you take all over me, I've had enough of it
I'll overcome, and finally be set free

Nothing will stop me now, when I'm free to live my life
No barriers in my way
I'm finally, finally free