anxious (feat. Sewerperson)

Glad you're okay
I like the hair
You might want to change it back though
You can't show up for work looking like that
(Heylog)

Everything's a joke, all I hear is people lie
Evil is right down the street, so I lock the doors inside
Smoking, they got black lungs, but mine are getting ripe
Just a bunch of teens getting buzzed up while they're high
I was just cool, but now I'm getting hot
Sweating down my back and I keep playing with my palms
I'm feeding off the air and I nibble at some crumbs
Haven't eaten all day, I know that'd upset my mom

I was just freezing, but now I'm sweating bad
Could you spare your body heat? I'm running out real fast
I tried to phone death, but they would never answer
You know, girl, it's bad when your boyfriend hid the cuts from her
I don't know how you're doin' this, logan, you're insane
Crows talk, but I ignore the fact my old girl has changed
Skinny kid eatin' chicken and nothing but eggs
Now I'm finna burn it all off the treadmill and shame

(Snow)
Born in the snow, can't be hurt, my soul has changed (changed)
It ain't fair, I got a body, but I share the brain (share)
I want the truth, could you give it to me? Don't sugarcoat it
I got the pockets on me, stinky, 'cause they filled with potent
Oh, she just wanted my okay but that shit is horrible
Walking inside this hostel, what I'm doing dishonorable
I change out my human into somethin' deplorable
I cannot breathe this air, they got you huffin', so casual
Oh, girl, take me in, I cannot do this by myself
I could be back tomorrow, I just need a little help
I'm in a trance off these pills, I might piss myself
I'm too skinny for these pants, I'm slippin' out my belt
All eyes, I could feel her eyes on me
(Heart) I got a heart, but I move like I'm a zombie
Go, you should go now, you don't want me (no, she don't)
I'm a burden, without me, you could be happy

Everything's a joke, all I hear is people lie
Evil lives right down the street, so I lock the doors inside
Smoking they got black lungs, but mine are getting ripe
Just a bunch of teens getting buzzed up while they're high
I was just cool, but now I'm getting hot
Sweating down my back and I keep playing with my palms
I'm feeding off the air and I nibble at some crumbs
Haven't eaten all day, I know that'd upset my mom

Playin' with my hands and I keep tryna pop my knuckles
I did every finger, I don't know why I keep tryna crack 'em
Don't give me that look, I told her, you should really stop that
Eyes are bouncing back and forth and all I feel is anxious
I told you I get anxious when I'm in conversations
But I just nod and laugh, I'm sorry, I wasn't even listenin'
I can hear the chirp as the room is getting silent
Now I'm getting awkward, I think you should really try it