birth

(Heylog)

Tell me this ain't true 'cause I'm really scared to speak out
Lovers all around me, God, I feel twice as lonely now
She said: 'Log, feel my pulse and listen to my heart pound
But I ain't feel nothin', dude, nor do I hear a sound
I don't care about anyone for now, except for you
She's back for the third time, to me that's some great news
I could see you every night, I know you wouldn't want to
She ask to go out for a night, I'm really tryna play it cool
She said Logan, smile more, but you're the reason I didn't, whore
I'm dancing while the rain pours, I'm guessing you could call it bored
Got acne growing through my pores, I thought it couldn't get any worse
Apparently it can, face is full of red sores

She loves whatever she wants, but she only loves herself
What's that smell? It's selfish
It's hard to love someone when they don't love you back
I tried, but it left a birthmark like the one on my forehead
She always checking her phone, and never looks up
It never really phased her, she always got luck
She always got what she want, love and all the fun
I tried to be nice, but you took all my trust

What was she like, was she bad?
I guess she
I never really knew what she was like, she wasn't like other people
There was something she seemed to lack
Kindness maybe, conscience
I never knew what she was after
How come she left you?
I never knew that either, she was so full of hate

I think I'm reaching the heavens
Beretta, come here and just end it
I know that people will miss me, but right now it don't really mean nothin'
I wanna rest with the goddesses
Haven't found peace in a minute
I'm in the section of fantasy while you're still trapped in the fiction
She said: I love you, Logan, but I know you're full of shit
How could you approach this? Save my soul or squash it
I was really lost in it, you took the advantage
On me, it was really sus, but I was dumb and went with it

So tell me this ain't true 'cause I'm really scared to speak out
Lovers all around me, God, I feel twice as lonely now
She said: 'Log, feel my pulse and listen to my heart pound
But I ain't feel nothin', dude, nor do I hear a sound
I don't care about anyone for now, except for you
She's back for the third time, to me that's some great news
I could see you every night, I know you wouldn't want to
She ask to go out for a night, I'm really tryna play it cool
She said: Logan, smile more, but you're the reason I didn't, whore
I'm dancing while the rain pours, I'm guessing you could call it bored
Got acne growing through my pores, I thought it couldn't get any worse
Apparently it can, face is full of red sores

Look, you got what you want, you feel good about yourself?
What's down there? It's Hell
Because that's where you belong with ashes and evil
But I could say the same thing about myself
Her face beaming off the summer Sun
I won't forget a single little thing
Her flaws she ain't got even one
The memories created were more important to me