collide

Removing pieces of flesh
You're gonna leave me, I bet
I don't stand a single chance
When you don't even lend me a hand
I'm hurting, but I'm fine
I'm burning, still alive
I watch all my emotions collide
Put me to a test
Anchored, need to rest
But right now I can't and it's because I'm so stressed
On my last and final breath (I'm sorry)
Sad just like the usual, oh boy, I'm such a mess
I don't fit in (and the past 17 years before that)
Something just doesn't click
Worry you won't hurt my feelings (I know this isn't any easier for you, I know that)
I'll just lay in bed

You know evеr since we werе little
I would get this feeling like
Like I'm floating outside of my body looking down on myself
And I hate what I see, how I'm acting, the way I sound
And I don't know how to change it

I am lost for words, I'm afraid of getting curved
Do you think you feel me well enough to know my hurt?
I am lost for worth, honestly, this could be worse
All the things I've done, tell me, what do I deserve?
I am so depressed, is it a little obvious?
Searching for a light, but it seems all the power's dead
I feel my descent, weight me down and slowly press
Barely ever happy, always find it hard to get

Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh

I am so depressed, nothing new, I guess
Sum up everything and I'm hanging by a thread
Constantly regret, flip a switch and just reset
Wish it was that easy, repeat it all again