Melatonia

Take this pain away
Hold me, I'm afraid
I guess you got your way
When you watched me fall apart
Rain feels colder in New York

So who do you think you are
Just another one of my scars

When you're not here
I learned how to cry
A bloody lullaby
When I'm not here
You'll be alright
I feel like I could die

Save me if you can
Aid me like a friend
If I had my way
I would watch this whole world fall apart
Rain shines brighter in the dark
So who do you think you are
I am naked in a fire

When you're not here
I learned how to cry
I feel like I could die
When I'm not here
You'll be alright
My bloody lullaby
When you're not here
I learned how to cry
Blood stains are in my eyes
But when I'm not here
You'll be alright
I feel like I could die

I get ahead of myself sometimes, we all do
You loved me and I loved the idea of you
So take a number and get in line
When I was younger, I thought I had time
And now I notice I wasted every day you ever gave me

Walk away, and don't stop for anything I say
Walk away, melatonia
Walk away, and don't stop for anything today
Walk away, melatonia
Hey, it's not about you
Hey, it's not about you
Hey, it's not about you

So feelings come but they don't go
I thought I knew and now I know that I did not know
You put down your shoes, and I'll put on a show
And I'll sing a bloody lullaby

Take this pain away
Hold me, I'm afraid
The rain feels colder in New York