Bloom

Seclude myself in picture frames
I know the face but forgot the name
I lost it all inside the shame
Come back with no more strength to gain

You know you left the light on
Passed out off another bottle
Don't bother waking up tomorrow
So sick of wasting days away
I'll keep you in the back seat of my mind
Thrive for distractions in my life

I relapse on the past but I'm the one you cannot blame
When the feelings arise
I'm still the one that cannot change

In spite of everything, it's something I can't maintain
Why do I feel this way?
And you cut me off when I left this time
I'll still come back no peace in mind
I promise I don't need this
Why do I feel this way?

Are you all alone, did you fall behind
When this fell apart in a new design?
So unclear yet so divine
When the feelings arise
I'm still the one that cannot change

In spite of everything, it's something I can't maintain
Why do I feel this way?
And you cut me off when I left this time
I'll still come back no peace in mind
I promise I don't need this
Why do I feel this way?

Dance around me with shades of autumn in your hair
Dance around me with shades of autumn in your hair
Dance around me
(You're still in my head)
With shades of autumn in your hair
(You're always in my head)
Dance around me
(You're still in my head)
With shades of autumn in your hair
(You're always in my)

I'll plant these flowers by the window in your old room
I hope you bloom, I'll never bloom