Snowstorm

Bloodtrails in the snow
Someones dying, that's all I know
But the fear of something loathing
Pains my heart

I can hear the ice crack under me
My washed up mind is calling me
For three simple words
The more they're used
The less they're heard

Where's my life I am lost
Through the snowstorm
It's unspoken
Through the snowstorm
I lose hope
Through the snowstorm
Of the lost

It hurts inside my head
I'm dying in my bed
I close my life inside
And I'll soon be dead
When my world explodes
Will I ever see clearly?

Father, forgive me I am frail
I used my words in the wrong way
Left the cord unplugged
Didn't hear what I had to say
Mother, please try to understand
The imprinted message
Stayed closed in my hand
Didn't speak my mind
It's all gone in the storm

It hurts inside my head
I'm dying in my bed
I close my life inside
And I'll soon be dead
When my world explodes
Will I ever see clearly?

Leave me out
And draw the line
It's all in due time

My life is defined by the lack of decisions,
How can I restrict myself so much
I feel it in the air, I feel it in me