What I wouldn't give

Feeling like I can't forgive, but I want to
It's like I don't know how to live, I'm afraid to
I used to think take them as they come, without hesitations, no
Now it's like my head is filled with lies, and persuasions

As the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me she's sayin' hurry it's one more day gone

WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE JUST TO FORGET
SO I CAN REMEMBER HOW TO LIVE AGAIN
I WANNA LIVE AGAIN

I am feeling dissonant, and distracted
The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head and they're bleeding deadly reactions

And as the moon begins to rise he shows me all the colors that I'm hiding I'm hiding myself

WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE JUST TO FORGET
WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE TO GET SOME REST
SO I CAN REMEMBER HOW TO LIVE AGAIN
I WANNA LIVE AGAIN

Am I desperately losing this fight ?
When I should really be choosing my flight ?
Take me
Take me
Take me now...

WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE JUST TO FORGET
WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE TO GET SOME REST
SO I CAN REMEMBER HOW TO LIVE AGAIN
I WANNA LIVE AGAIN

WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE JUST TO FORGET
WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE TO GET SOME REST
WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE JUST TO FORGET
SO I CAN REMEMBER HOW TO LIVE