IHATEMYSELF

Here I go again, terrified myself
I suffocated in these walls I've built up
I'm no good at self-love
And I'm wasting, I'm wasting my time

I'm terrible to myself
Terrible to myself
I hate myself
Sometimes I hate, I hate myself

I look for happiness in the bottom of a glass
Drowning in the dark thoughts of an egomaniac
I'm making enemies all the bullies in my mind
They try to hurt me but it was me the whole time

I'm terrible to mysеlf
Terrible to myself
I hatе myself
Sometimes I hate, I hate, I hate myself

I crawl around on the ceiling
Pull me down but I'm liking how it's feeling
Here I go again, I'm fighting with my manic head
I'm losing grip of it, tempered little fits
Mantras on my tongue but nothing ever sticks
Battle with the love and the hate of myself
Wishing I could be somebody, swapping for somebody else

I stuck around a while and I heard you call me brave
But all I did was wake up just to live another day
And I hate myself

Terrible to myself
Terrible to myself
I hate myself
Sometimes I, I hate myself
Sometimes I, I hate myself
Sometimes I hate, I hate, I hate myself