Days in Trauma

I'm getting spot that can't get over
with them I don't wanna depend on
In teh cruel sympathy can't get out of
My mind and body turning to taint

Living for them as a slave over and over again
Aspire to emerge of the temptation but
Into the confusion I can't go against
Just losing my values

Hearing the din what I ought to.
The tears of desolation.
Wanted to rub out the spot.
Unreasonable their choice
always bring about my revolt

Lies! Always the truth being distorted
It's my pain and their fuckin' life
It can't escape goes back to be
Tragedy!

Like to deny the spirit experience
be with me forever
Orders without a word
Staring at me their blood-shot eyes
Sob surges up in silence with me
to feel of the curse assimilate.