contemplate

I've said things that I'm not proud of
My short lapse of judgement makes me think I'm right
When I'm really wrong
And it's stupid of me to think that
My perspectives never change
My impatient conclusions are on no one else to blame but me
Now I'll choose to wait and contemplate
They fall from your mouth
Faster than, you realise
The words you wish you never spoke
Regret it weeps like a silent cry
Etch your mark in the skins of others
Don't regret the scars that they leave
And you stand by your words so proudly
But they'll never mean a thing to me

I've been searching for so long, so long
And paved my way through many mistakes
Trying to find definition in chaos
And see with my clear eyes before me
Too many chances I've thrown away
But got to know myself
Drop the judgements and keep your mind free
That's the only requisite I have

I've said things that I'm not proud of
My short lapse of judgement makes me think I'm right
When I'm really wrong
And it's stupid of me to think that
My perspectives never change
My impatient conclusions are on no one else to blame but me
Now I'll choose to wait
Now I'll choose to wait
Now I'll choose to wait
Now I'll choose to wait and contemplate