Renegade

What have i become
Ive become madness
Youve been my motive
Something here
Has kept me from
A place of promise

Fortune has never seemed to be on my side
But for now, i can manage on my own

My hands, scarred by my mistakes
Your words, leave such standing impressions (on me)
Only when a rose of true color
Turns against me, by its thorns in envy.

Nothing really fits like regret
Placed inbetween stiches of time
Memories lost wont suffice, or reveal
A past that never even took place

Is there a chance ive lost my way
Or that youve guided me astray
So long, loneliness
Welcome home new heart of mine

As if my efforts were thrown away
And its just like starting over
The underlying fine print that states
Ive been stripped of any fair trial
Even with a slate not-so-clean
I will live up to my new name
Ill drag it all down

Breathe me in
Breathe me out
Waste me like you do so well
Take me in
Take me out
Ill only take a minute of your time

So long, loneliness
Welcome home new heart of mine
So long, loneliness
We'll make room in time

Show me where your mind is
And ill show you where my heart lies
Your next words reveal our destiny