Break The Cycle

Go!
I remember the time, when I came home from class
Betrayed by trust, boys have beaten up my ass
Pushed into a game, that I did not choose
Being bullied by the cool, for their own amuse

I tried so hard to escape this hell
To escape the pain that I knew so well
Those tears will make me stronger
A thought that stayed not much longer

And I asked myself

Is there anybody out there?
Someone who wipes away my tears
To alleviate my pain
Can you give me the strength to fight
In these darkened days
This is my lullaby
To leave this mess behind (leave this mess behind)
Can you give me the strength to fight
In these darkened days

I was searching for a way out

No escape from the daily hell I went through
I fought my way alone through school
Afraid of the spite I had to face
I wished a simple twist of my fate

I was thinking about letting this whole fucking mess end
About grabbing the knife
And saying goodbye to my only lonely friend myself
But I didn’t want to cause some tears
And disappear so I can escape my fear
I stayed strong, but I chose the path of violence

Fucking violence

Their laughing voices
Fucking noises
Left me no other choices
This was my only way out

Is there anybody out there?
Someone who wipes away my tears
To alleviate my pain
Can you give me the strength to fight
In these darkened days
This is my lullaby
To leave this mess behind
(Leave this mess behind)
Can you give me the strength to fight
In these darkened days

I tried so hard, I failed harder
But there was one thing I held on to
I need to break the cycle
Fuck

The pain echoes on
Even today
Sometimes I just want to escape my brain
‘Cause I'm lost
I hope those scars won’t last forever