Silent Crucifixion

Why don't you say what you think of me?
Sometimes I'd like to know
Hate is not to be ignored
It won't just go away
Soon you'll lose control I know
It happened once to me
The hate that you felt yesterday
Is twice as strong today
Let me know your hate is true
Don't be scared, I'm not scared
Let your hatred shine on through
It kicks inside your empty head
But no your silence shines like clouds
Shining shadows on the sand
Your hate is never said but felt
Felt like holes nailed in my hands
You crucify me
a silent crucifixion
You despise me
But words couldn't hurt more
Than your silent conviction
Why don't you show what you think of me?
Sometimes I'd like to see
You can't hold on, just let it go
Remember that it's only me
You don't care you never did
You never will so don't pretend
Your chance to say it won't last long
So say goodbye this is the end