Runaway

I don’t want it
I don’t need it
I’m so messed up with thoughts, I am defeated
Hear their voices
They are near
Frozen blood inside my endless rivers
I don’t feel alive
Still I don’t want to quit
And I go on pretending that I need it
That I need it, do I need it?

I’m so thankful for that instance
That you shared with, appearance of clearness
And I’m dreaming
And I’m dreaming
And I’m dying while I’m dreaming
I don’t want to be a part of this destructive side
Yeah, I wanna let it go and give them one more try
But when I stand alone
Under your dark cold sky
I want to run away