Last Song

To where can I go, I'm serious
Distressed and unwell, oblivious
Wherever I wander
I feel that I don't fit in

The foods that have spoiled
I throw away
Before they extend, eliminate
Wherever I wander
I feel like a misfit

I will choose to shine
Like the stars above
And climb so much higher
If I feel loved
That's all I want
I may be somewhat unique
Yet still
I can flourish if I feel loved
But why do you laugh?

The words that you cast
And criticize
The lies that I craft
To minimize
The pain of revealing
The essence of who I am

So please don't inspect
Or analyze
The lies that protect
And stabilize
The pain of revealing
The nature of my heart

I will choose to shine
Like the stars above
And climb so much higher
If I feel loved
That's all I want
I may be somewhat unique
Yet still
I can flourish if I feel loved
But why do you laugh?

Still laughing
Don't laugh at me
Somebody stop them
Somebody restrain me
Still laughing
Still laughing
Don't inspect or analyze
Don't inspect or scrutinize
Still laughing