Only Girl

I'm really not used to this
I'm usually cool with it
But something must've changed in my plans
'Cause I wanna spend it all with you

Don't call me up at night
Don't tell me I'm your type
Don't dare to look me with those eyes
I might just think that they're all mine
And I already know how this ends
Don't wanna be the one left again
I'd rather be dead

I'm not your lover
I'm just a phase
No I'm not the one that you call when you're sober
But maybe the world could end then you would find it special
Won't tell me to go again

Not the typa girl that gets you on your knees
You can keep all of your thoughts 'bout me
Afraid to find out I'm not what you need
Just the placeholder you keep til she comes around
I'm getting insecure right now
I hate that you validate me for shit
I hate how pathetic I become under your skin
No it's fatal now
My friends getting worried now
In like a masochistic kinda way
I kinda love you please don't stay
Do you feel me now?
I'll do it to make you proud
'Cause we'll always want the things we can't keep
But by the end of it it's just me

I'm not your lover
I'm just a phase
No I'm not the one that you call when you're sober
But maybe the world could end then you would find it special
Won't tell me to go again