Insomniac's Clutter

I try to sleep with my emotions in flood
This burning in my chest won't make me close my eyes
Volume down for another night, will it be as hard as last time?

This night governed by the matching of opposites
Youth waves good-bye as somethingelse takes its place
We know not what it is but we're surely not ready for it
Making love as we both think of somebodyelse

I twist and turn feel me burn, oh inside of me
The same fire that lit your body's movements
Open wide my eyesstill see you so feline leer at me
This is one of the reasons why I just can't fall asleep

I'm a debauchee.No to debaucheries.Took too much coffee
I'm down on my knees.No more lying.It's too hot in here.
Why can't I have him here.Wanna disappear.

Sweet dreams have me need to be free.

The silence screams to me his words so deceivingly
It pierces right through me like talons of a fiery beast

The shutter letting in the dark room
The light from the lampion in the street
Draws with its creeping shadows images that are scaring me

Coming from beneath more thoughts that incourage Morpheu's fleet

I could cease gasping if I abandoned myself to sincerity
Ambiguity can't be endured now that I've come to pay its fee
I'm playing too many cards at a time only the remorseless achieve to sleep
Ambiguity can't be endured now that I've come to pay its fee
I'm playing too many cards at a time only the remorseless achieve to sleep

I cannot stand unjust accuses they make me feel I do deserve them
It's eve worse when I'm put out by someone I thought I could rely on
I writhe in this bath of sweat sleep is so hard to get
Not knowing what to forget or the secrets i should have kept
The only sure thing I know is that feelings they always show
Unfortunately they don't care if it's a tear or a smile you'll wear
How is it then to realize how that someone is so in your life
When all that remains to say is a good-bye?

A feeling of emptyness oh just one caress would make me feel like you never left
Should I give up wine, stuffing myself as a swine, fix up this messy life
Or is this anxiety just a lack of patience?
Should I close my eyes and dream of something wild
Or to feel better should I just try not to give a damn
Open my arms to the sky and free my mind?...if I tried!?

It's always the same fight every night
Sleepness is at its utmost
The first lights of dawn are already here
Damn how I wish that you were here

The sun's there to arise again the lampions shut off again
All for this clutter in my head
Just like the clatter of a thousand hooves altogether
I hope it's now not forever

What was, what is, what will be sorrounding me
The nights, the days, the in-betweens haunt my sleep
Desires, fears and memories and all the dreams
Showers of bitter drops pouring on my cheecks

The sun's there to arise again the lampion shut off again
All for this clutter in my head
Just like clatter of a thousand hooves altogether
I hope it's now and not forever.