Playing Through The Pain

I'm stuck and can't decide
They say the grass ain't always greener on the other side
Should I press my luck or quit while I'm ahead?
I'll admit it, I wasn't committed to this relationship
Then you came into my life
Made me an offer and told me not to think twice
You make it hard to deny, I'm stuck, I can't decide
Should I follow my heart or am I losing my mind?

Stuck on these thoughts as the weight of my options crash down upon me
I've been lying in bed all night but I can't sleep
I know what I like, everyone's got vices
I know what I like, everyone's got vices
I know what I like, everyone's got vices
My needs are beckoning me

I don't need anyone or anything distracting me
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders
Of everything I never want to be

Now I know exactly what I want
Now I know exactly what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way
I have the will I'll find my way

Where there is a will, there is a way
Walking down a road that separates and can take me to entirely different places
My state of mind is fuck the world till I get what is mine
I refuse to conform, I refuse to decide

I don't need anyone or anything distracting me
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders
Of everything I never want to be

Now I know exactly what I want
Now I know exactly what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way
I have the will I'll find my way

It's in my lungs, its in my blood
Its in my heart, it haunts my thoughts
You made your move and played the part
Now I know exactly what I want and what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way, a
Nd end up exactly where I'm meant to be
With the past at my back and the world in front of me

I don't need anyone or anything distracting me
I'll keep the memories as harsh reminders
Of everything I never want to be

Now I know exactly what I want
Now Ii know exactly what it takes
I have the will I'll find my way
I have the will I'll find my way

We all have our vices
I know what I like
And we all have our vices
Stuck on these thoughts
As the weight of my options
Crash down upon me
The truth is always worse in black in white