Grieving For You

I must ask why a reason for my melancholy
I mute the cries the longing for your resurgence
And I’d do anything to hold your hand for one last time
There was a knowing in your eyes the day you walked away
Can’t help but feel there is a truth you’d rather hide from me

To know you can’t disclose to me
Leaves me wading through inadequacy
I would have been by your side for eternity

I’ll make the most of all that I’m given
& Hope that I’ll change the world again
I wish you a safe journey to heaven
And a chance you rest in my arms again

I can’t proceed with the knowledge that you felt
You couldn’t come to me for every discrepancy
I’m replaying the whole scenario to find some peace
You need to know there’s not a thing I wouldn’t do for you
And now I know you were protecting me from the cold truth

But why think I can’t hold this weight
But in lieu of, push me towards hate?
I wanna be by your side and subdue this pain

I’ll make the most of all that I’m given
& Hope that I’ll change the world again
I wish you a safe journey to heaven
And a chance you rest in my arms again

And I’m dwelling, grieving for you again