Nami

You never told us
You never told us
Even when we’re like family to you
You never heard us
You never heard our voices smothering you
I wanna hear your problems
Tell me who you love now
I wanna hear your stories
Tell me who's to blame

Should I hate the chemicals in your brain
Or should I kill your ex
Maybe I let this happen
I feel like I'm to blame in someway
Should I try to believe that you’re safe
And re-establish faith
I guess I know that you're gone
And that will never change

Hey girl!
Whatchu got to lose? I call you up for a drink; you rather hit the snooze
Now I’m stuck in my head and i’m the one to blame
I guess i was the devil, you were the pretty saint
Hey girl!
I call you up real late with having no words to say, i feel like i am the shame
I guess you're doing your thing and i’ll be stuck in my ways
Last thing i remember you told me is that you’re moving away

Just to know your home safe
(I’m scheming a plan, with you in the end
How could one be cancer yet also the answer?)

I’d give up my love and pursuit of happiness
(I have to find her i have to find her!)
I'd cut out my eyes and live within emptiness
(I think i am sinking, you’re killing me swiftly!)
You know it's not easy for me to say
What you really mean to me
(I got the sickest plan, i have to find her now)

You'd always make me
You'd always make me
Mad at you for the littlest things
I'd never listen
I'd never listen
When you’d try to tell me to behave
I guess the years will pass by
And memories will fade
Through crippling dementia
Eventually I’ll forget your face

When we were born apart
And where are you now?
I know you feel it, i know you feel it, i know you feel it when you’re up at night
I wanna feel it, i wanna feel it, i wanna know how to feel alive