We Die Too

Help me, my brother's dead
What's your name?
Nicki
What do you mean by your brother's dead?
He killed himself
How did he do it?
With a gun
Okay, are you home alone?
I'm home alone with my sister
Okay
Get someone here quickly
Did you find him, Nicki?
Yeah, and now he's dead

You've been through some shit, through some shit
Hold on tight, don't lose your shit
You're just like me
I'mma prove that shit
Got a noose tied tight, better loosen it
Haven't slept all night, hallucinatin'
40 hours, mind is fadin'
Heart is racin', grip your chest
Contemplate about your death
Nobody but you got you
Fuck everybody around you
They just doubt you
Maybe you think they'd be better off without you
Think your life don't mean shit
Fuck it, what's the reason?
Wish I wasn't breathin'
All I do is resent
Anything and everything to do with me
I'm through with me
I pop the bottle
Swear to God I'm 'bout to swallow every dream
Godspeed
Give a fuck about me
Don't try to surround me
With your positivity, I'm happy with my misery
Just wanna watch my wrist bleed
Nobody would miss me
Pop some shells look down the barrel
This is it, I'm feelin' it, I'm feelin' sick
I hope my family understands
I'm sorry this is really it
I'm sorry this is really it!
(Nicki, stay on the phone with me, hun, okay?)

Gunshot, middle of the front yard
Girlfriend
Found the body searchin'
Questions always lurkin'
Answer's never comin'
Sick inside her stomach
Empty, feelin' nothin'
She forgot what love is
All black, life off track
Got no will to live, lost that
She just wants him brought back home again
She'll never get over it
Or ever learn to cope with it
No savin' her, she's over it
No savin' her, it's over

I've had some friends do the same shit
Left me here just blamin' myself
Said they never got help
Bitch, I was right here
All I do is fight tears
Look at me!
Now you're dead at six feet
Suicide on 5th street
Fuckin' pussy left a mother and a kid
Wonderin' what Daddy did
Daddy's in a better place
Said they had to hide the face
I just had to drive away
Fuck your funeral
I'm leaving you just like you left me, too
I'm sick of losing you