The Truth

Vows of no faith
Why do we do it to ourselves
When nothing will ever change?

Get in here nerd slut
My promises come true, baby
With the door shut

Why do you fight the truth?
You know I’ve seen you
Freaking in the strobe light
A thousand eyes all over you
Turned on
(I'm so turned on)

You think that you’ve lived the pain
Every day alone
But I was there for every feeling
Thank fuck I was always so
Turned on

Oh, I need the truth
Oh, give me the truth

How much do you want my truth?
How much do you need my truth?

Medicate me with contact
My loyalty is toxic
When you give me something back

The ghost of empathy haunts me
My spectrum life, seeing black and white
Can only lead to dis-ease

Oh, all the times you said you cared
In the flesh, but nobody there
Ghosting me into a hole
Fucking with me unaware
Like nothing I’ve ever known

I’ll deconstruct the love into lust
How are we gonna find who we’re gonna fuck?
All of our appetites wetted
It can be people authentic
To not feel wrong
(Oh I want it to be wrong!)

Patience, boy
That’s just not my strength

I commit to this contract
My loyalty is toxic
When you give me something back
(I’ll give you something back)