Double Negative

Born to die, dead inside
I suffer through the hopeless hours and I can't reason why
Ice cold air, dark despair
Another year has passed me by and I just don't care

What if I could die?
Would you be alright?
Would you suffer here without me?
Give me some time and I'll be fine
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
'Cause I'm getting tired of counting hours

Death and pain
I missed the vein
And I just can't seem to get it right
I've got to try again
No love for me
No fantasy
Indifferent to your way of life
No difference to me

What if I could die?
Would you be alright?
Would you suffer here without me?
Give me some time and I'll be fine
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
'Cause I'm getting tired of living, oh-oh

Come on!

What if I could die?
Would you be alright?
Would you suffer here without me?
Give me some time and I'll be fine
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
'Cause I'm getting tired of living
Suicide, suicide
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
Get used to life without me
I don't want to be alive
You will be alright if you give it some time
But either way it doesn't matter
Let's see if I can fly